Let there be light!

This must be the worst writer’s block I’m having…
‘cause I can’t think straight,
And I have resorted to poetry writing
This is definitely not my thing,
I know I suck big-time
What if, I go on like this,
Sometimes I fear…
Until I throw up,
all the rhymes in the literature
My worst nightmare…
becoming someone I despise…
a poet, i.e.
And turning into an object of self-loathing!
So enough!
Enough of this wordplay-shardplay,
Plz God, let there be light!